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 * //"And I, who only wished to keep looking out, must now keep looking in."-//** The final stanza in the poem, this line has many meanings behind it. First of all, we know that earlier in the poem the character had just awoken from a dream of darkness, and talks of how he wakes to open curtains, and a very black sight outside of them. That intense darkness could be a few different things, the future, the unknown, or the past. Whatever it is, it is very alluring to the writer. It is something that he wishes to daunt on, that he wishes to be with, but he knows he cannot. He has to resist his urges to look out into that abyss, and move on. I believe that this line really says that this is all about a new beginning.